Spiritual and Physical Laundry

Yesterday was a kind of crappy day for me. Church was awesome and the worship was great, I didn't get a chance to talk with the girl I like very much but that's cool, God is using this experience to teach me to be patient and allow things to happen rather than try to make them happen. This was the first actual day that I have had off from work in about three weeks, life has been crazy but it is beginning to simmer down for me again which is good. I went to the marriage class which is OK but on the other hand it kind of sucks because there are all these couples all being love dovey with one another and it just makes me sick because I want that for my own life more than anything but have not been able to find that for nine years now. I was feeling super lonely because of this situation where all my friends are finding or have found a girl and I am the only one who doesn't so you can imagine what it is like for me to hang out with my friends, it can be quite depressing.

The enemy was really working on me and trying to bring me down and he did but then I had a great talk with both of my best friends and it really helped me to hear at least some sort of solace from them. I took the spiritual dirty clothes and got them washed and also at the same time in the physical I got 5 loads of laundry done so that was good. I am tired and need to sleep now so I can get up in the morning. Goodnight!!!